Ferlyn's

When last don last.

2012-02-08T11:47:00.003+08:00

When everything start you know that there's an end.

I would rather keep a friendship forever.

Why would it even take start at the first place?

Been tear apart times, and experienced so much level of hurt.

I cried so hard, but somehow.. No one feel it.

My smile have lost it's charm.

My heart couldn't smile for me anymore.

Why Do I deserve all these from the start?

Regards,

Ferlyn

R.I.P hazel

2012-02-05T13:52:00.001+08:00

Thanks, for being my friend once in this life time.
For spending all the time with me once.
We have been close before, meeting every alternate days
for lunch, for dinner, for shopping and chit chat sections.
I have really treated you as a good friend then.

For what I have regret ed now....
I'll never be able to hear your cry.
Never be able to console you.
& to share your problems..
All I wish now was you to be happy in the other world.
Smile more. You have now started a new life there.
Hazel R.I.P.

Regard,
Ferlyn.

1st Feb 2012

2012-02-01T08:54:00.003+08:00

How certain things would leave impact in one tiny heart.
This is the 10 ways to lost your date in 10 days.

Action.
- Ignore the presence
- Cold shoulder and show no interest
- Stop doing anything that you used to do for "x"
- Do everything that "x" dislike
- Fare up, shout and make "x" afraid

Hurt by words.
- I simply couldn't treat you the same way I did as before anymore & be realistic I wouldn't love you the same way forever.
- I'm just with you for "x"number how can you understand me more than myself? When our "x"number together was only "x". *yaya face*
- I don't think that there any possible future between us at all.
- Being with you now sometime just make me wanted so much to go back to the past without you.

To change a total new date this Valentine.
Do all the above without hesitation.
Do you find it Cruel?

If yes, it mean you're still in love to a certain extend with your current date.
If no, just do it. & stop wasting each other time!
How many more 1 year can one life enjoy?

Regards,
Ferlyn

31 Jan 2012

2012-01-31T14:34:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!
Late but still on time. 9th day of CNY :)
Have anyone enjoyed this lunar new year??

Collecting red packets..
Holding oranges in both hand.
Goodies and festival design around :)
Suppose it to be one joyful occasion?

I misses those times when I only hold my parent hand going around relatives house.
Those are loves.
& spending all the time with laughter.
How days passes like lighting..

May all good luck come this year.

Regards,
Ferlyn

Flow with your heart

2012-01-06T16:15:00.002+08:00

Comfort zone.. Was it really that zone you wanted to be in for the rest of your life?
Or was it just because, you tell yourself that there nothing better to ask for in this world?
I did wanted to try my best for all the minimum I could achieve.
This is my principal how much these years in earth was worth.
Being worth for somehow. Ask yourself...
How much a nice watch is worth, can cost you for you to buy it?
How far will you run to burn the chunk of fats you gained that causes you ugliness?
How much patient was worth for your new born baby till he first called you?
Every worth can be measured.
If a car worth your money to polish, a video worth your time to finish, why not a human worth anything?
I did want to make everything worth.
Well but beyond facts and logic..
I ask myself to Follow your heart.
When you feel that it the right time to eat, Eat.
Shit, SHIT.
Run, RUN!
when your heart tell you there nothing worth it.
GO..
This is the way to make yourself worth loving yourself.

Stone don't worth to be kept like diamond.

ferlyn.

30th Dec 2011

2011-12-30T17:23:00.002+08:00

Good byee 2011.. & welcome 2012!

My 2011 have been pretty good to me..
:) Having my first actual job in STK as an associate engineer.
Exposure to projects and etc.
Meeting great people.
Blessed with good bosses.
& received lot of present from these lovelies.
Able to participate in certain competitions.
Like STK's slogan competitions, which I won 1st prize for both "security & production" :)
Company oversea retreat, that was of so much fun :)
Earning for my own living & my school fee plus " x clothes " gee...

& also this 2011, my first time voting for general & president election..
Best part, I strike my 4D for buying the election ticket number :)
lady luck..
Wining certain little gift here and there.
Having real good buddies that was always with me :)
Old friends stay and new friend come.
Got back to school.
Gotten Distinction for my previous modules in school.
Older by a year.
Gain some " x" weigh.
Yup, & thank for 2011!!

Now I shall plan for my 2012!
1. I wanna lose weigh! :S
yup and it on the top of my list.
.. of course getting good results for all my modules.
Stay happy and cheerful.
Healthy!
Pretty.
Sweetest as ever. hee
All my loves once to be good, health and happy.

I don't wanna demand much as long as days are kept without tears.
That will be the best year 2012 could be.
World peace.. wow~

ferlyn.

7th Dec 2011

2011-12-07T14:04:00.003+08:00

Christmas is drifting near.. :)

What came to your mind when you first read "Christmas".
Present! - The first pop up~
Christmas Tree, Snow, Dazzling Lighting.
Reindeer, Bells, Snow man and most important one..
"Santa Claus"!

I always believe that Santa exist.
In form of one or another.
When I was a little girl, I used to behave extra nice during this season.
Wishing that I will get a present from him cus I have been good.
Naive girl. :)
& this do happened to me and all my sibling.
Every Christmas eve night we will automatic jump up to bed and sleep early.
Waking up to find a wrapped present on the top right hand side of our pillow.
Waking one another up to see what each other gotten from Santa.
The simple fun, happiness from our lovely SANTA- mummy :)

My Santa was a female.
& that was a part of my sweet childhood memories.

This season is to show some love to the loves once that you have neglected.
Thanking those that you have to thanks for being in your wonderful life.

Yes, Christmas come by every year and to some people there nothing different.
But what make you so sure that every Christmas will be the same?
as if your loves once would be with you every Christmas.

before i end..

A Christmas tree for you. :)

With Love,
Ferlyn

22nd Nov 2011

2011-11-23T10:45:00.002+08:00

Counting down 3 2 1 to my exam..
Remember those day where I hold my teen companion with me daily.
Writing down every single rubbish inside.
The counting down to exams..
The daily encounter..
Well everything was so then.

Thing were different now..
Am now an undergraduate student..
Still studying, but with totally different ingredients :)
I miss my past.
Miss the studies, the papers, the classes I have attend.

Those Newton 3 Laws.
- F=MA
- When object is stationery it not moving.
- Action = Reaction

Enegry P = MGH
K = 0.5Mv^2

Colour of Rainbow : ROYGBIV
Speed of light is the fastest etc..

All these was so fum then.
but.. It's 2011 now!

Ferlyn

31-10-2011

2011-10-31T10:21:00.003+08:00

Agreed. :)

It's the November again and christmas deco are up in town already.
Time pasts real fast like I have just pass my 18th birthday.
Wonder wad will I do if am still 18..

but......

I have moved on to another path again.
Have a talk about plan with WM yesterday.
And came to a conclusion that I have not been up to date with all my plans.
"Simple which was never simple to me."
& indeed am really a complicated lady. :)

Read on if you wanted to entertain my rubbish.

A Female: (if the life span is only 65)_
10 years as a child, wondering and looking around. (0-10 year old)
Next 11 year as a learner, study and exploring humans being. (10-21 year old)
About 5 year to live for herself and be what she wanted. (22 to 27 year old)
15 year, being committed to someone and her very own family ( 30 and above)
Golden years, reflecting on the days that will never come back (aged)

Finding that correct man will probably be a weirdoo.

Cus....

A male:
15 year as a child. ( remain childish longer 0- 15 years old)
next 8 years learning and exploring life, enjoying moment (16 -24 year old)
Next 10 year exploring future and career (25- 35 year old)
10 year, stable stage with family and finally setter down (35-45 year old)
Golden age, enjoy life again, lol (aged)

Well no offence just how I think, probably might change if there a better guy.
Cus...

Being a man is so much better than being a woman. :)
Life seem to be full with much more happiness.

ferlyn.

Saturday 29th Oct

2011-10-29T18:58:00.002+08:00

Saturday!!
It's another day of shopping.
& with my bao bei Dorothy.
We went to Haji Lane for the Victoria Jomo Clothes Buffet. :)
And this is our finish product.
Proud*

Also with lots of other shopping done there with all the latest blogshop dresses.
Have total 17 pieces of clothes. :))
Here all hang up nicely clothes..
The clothes are so much prettier than the first time I visited there.
And I love love love it..

lottas new clothes that at least save me from shopping for the next month..
:) cheers.

Ferlyn

27th Oct 2011

2011-10-27T16:36:00.002+08:00

Do things when you're really sure of it. :)

Tutorials! and more assignment before exam..
& it going to be the next semester again.
Times passes like lighting everyday.
I wonder how I spent my time in the past when I didn't even remember it clearly..
Am I wasting every bits of it & did I use the right time on the right stuffs?
What is the maxium I can ask from myself now?
For chasing back the wasted time..
Well am done with relax, its now time to go without dependent. :)

ferlyn.

24th Oct 2011

2011-10-24T16:32:00.006+08:00

Monday Bluez..

And this last Monday of the month was really lousy.

Blogging again after restoring my old blog entries.

So much thing happen in my 24 hour a day 7 day a week.

Which was blah blah blah blah blah~

My Weekend.

1. Went Malaysia :)

It the first time I'm leaving SG without my family or Bf..

Yup, it's only for a few hours.

But it my virgin trip myself out of SG than the China study tour which was assure safe.

haa~ well, am out with Tam, his wife and their group of friends~

Have enjoy my "lok lok" with double mushroom. :)

And "De box" singing section..

Brought 2 blazer that day too! super mad love!

2. Geraldeen's baby clariya baby shower this Sunday.

I look motherly? lol.
She a super beautiful baby girl :)

3. Am allergy to the SUN.

After exposure under the burning sun for 2 hours on Sunday.

I have gotten PMLE, a type of Sun allergy disease.

Where my skin turn red with patches that was super itchy.
Unbearable itchy and pain..
....
A picture after bath...
Leg was still as swollen.
Well this doesn't only appear on my leg but also my hand and face.
Anywhere that was expose to the SUN!

:( didn't know that am so weak until yesterday.
& for all the bikini and beach wear I brought earlier on can now be thrown away..

Am not allow to expose myself to the Sun temporary, which mean no more sunny activity :(

haha~ but well am alright now after medication.

Loves,

Ferlyn

12th Oct 2011

2011-10-12T10:42:00.002+08:00

What wrong when conversation stopped?
It don't worth any time anymore to think over again,
cus it's simply just a waste of time.
When I have options to choose from,
it jolly well mean that am not firm at all with my current answer.
So..

Have expected an ending from every start.
Cus everything will end, but thing was remembered by the way it's ended.
My hamster Mikey dead in his house just below his ladder.
:( sad isn't it, how could one be so careless,
when dead is causes by the most familiar thing around him..
He climb the ladder everyday. Stay in that cage everyday.
For at least 2 years..

Well chapter[s] in life changes.
Thing still go on as usually everyday.
The earth is still turning around the sun no matter wad.
It wouldn't stop for anything, unless end of earth.. lol..
When a person grow older, what a person wanted changes.
I wanted to changes and demanded for so much changes.

I breath hard..
And I'm still living. :)

Regards,
ferlyn

30-09-2011

2011-09-30T14:08:00.002+08:00

TGIF~ & it's Productivity Day 2011.

Well a piece of good news that make my day.
Actually I this have been announced to be earlier last week but I will be getting my 200buck voucher toady :)
So this shall only be shared today.
I have won the 1st prize for this year ST Kinetics Productivity Day Slogan which have been submitted earlier on last month :)
Was super shock as I have never participate in any competition until recently.
July Security Slogan and August Productivity Slogan & both of my slogan have came in 1st!
Famished~

I will definitely enjoy my weekend :)
Night movie "Fright Night" with Vic.

Regards,
Ferlyn

Cousin wedding on the 17th - A late overdue post :)

2011-09-27T18:43:00.003+08:00

My pooh :)
this post simply see that am bored~

Guess Wad baby pooh looking at?
He's abit jealous..
But somehow feeling happy (cus his mama was happy)
& wanted to join in..

Well pooh pooh expression was cute!
Having insane fun. :X
Ignore if you're mature :)

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Part 1 : Baby elephant see that mummy wasn't happy.
Argh~

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Part 2: so she decided to play with mummy :)
by nose touching..
aww~

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Part 3: Than give her an gentle hug to cheer her up!
Aww~ aw~

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Part 3: She gain mummy smile back..
So she rewarded with super kiss!
muackx.
(and that the reason for pooh to be jealous)

lol~ cold!!
this post was a total result of a boring day..

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and cousin wedding..
A general photo to share.
simple and easy. :)

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and when they're older..
They will be like
my daddy and mummy..

photo credit to ferlyn :)

Regard,
ferlyn

19th Sept 2011

2011-09-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

The last weekend have been really a lousy one for me :(
Ladies luck pass by real fast.
Ups and Downs are part and puzzle in life.
But am now begging it to come back faster..

Moody.
Cause am left with limited goals and expectations.
Wondering where am I standing right now with what I did have?
What the next step in life without planning?
Everything seem like junks now without the right path ahead.
So what if I have A's for all my papers?

I should know where I did stand now..
Knowing where will I be in the next 2 years, 5 years or even 10 years.
And make sure that am happy then.
Having backups plan whenever things goes absolutely wrong.
I admire people that have the above mentioned, but likewise I couldn't uphold it.
It's proven, I did lost my ways times all these years, never knowing what decision to make.

Well, at least blessed with the tiny little ladies lucks.
That brighten up my everyday gently.
However, I know that this wouldn't go on forever like air.
:( saddly, there isn't anyone around me that have such quality currently.
Who at least I did wanted to admire.

ferlyn.

:D Sept 17th

2011-09-18T02:55:00.003+08:00

Have finally finish my 1st paper :D

And am sure that I did well for that.
Have spend my last 24 hour mugging..

Ferlyn's Update..
I have won the ST Engineering level Security Slogan 1st prize :D
Have receive my reward last wed @ Toa Pa Yoh HDB Hub..
Seah Moon Ming presented the reward to me :))
My winning slogan : Be smart, Do your part. Security is a Start!
Really Thank Michael Boey on the amendment for the last part.
That make the whole slogan so catchy.
A pic of Michael :D
Well, he looks like him, but not him. :X

Catch this movie "Johnny English" right after my exam paper today.
Rate it 5 star *****
Love it so much, as I laugh my way throughout the whole movie.
Mr Bean was so extremely cute :)
A show that everyone should never miss.

You were all along you, before you became we.
It might sound emotional, but NO.
It's actually a motivation sentence to make anyone feel better.
Think back, we started as I.. :)

ferlyn

9th Sept 2011

2011-09-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

:D

Indeed am super attitude and stubborn..
But I realise am different alr.
At least being different from the past.
I have been older and wiser (I suppose).
I did have direction for myself and am more Independent..
I know how to stand in different aspect to see life.
And I did understand reality.

Thank for the love I have owned now or then.
Thank for the hurts anyone gave.
I did learn from every thing I experienced.

ferlyn

ferlyn

Sept 7

2011-09-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

VIC!

Dinner @ plaza sing
:)
So smurfrifical weekend..

lol. read on and you will understand my language.
And you know why it so smurful.

Recently am addicted to ramen :D
Kura raman this time round, since we have tried so much ramen in differnt stores.
Egg was smurfrific
Love the egg so much.
Yumx..
And in the picture was Vic's bowl, cus I have eaten my own bowl before picture :(
And tried his soup alr.. :X

Catch the Movie :) Smurfs after dinner..
And it so smurfication..
I really smurf it soo much..
I rate 4 smurf star****
LA lalala lalala~
Soo smurfing cute..
Now you understand my language?
Smurfully?

haa..

Smurf,
Ferlyn

06 09 2011

2011-09-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

I dislike...........

Nonsense!
Excuses!
And the feeling of being Cheated!

......
Just ignore the top.. "It's random shouts."
I need time for myself.
I have to study.

ferlyn

25th Aug 2011

2011-08-25T15:54:00.003+08:00

Tiring week~
And Wow~ It's "Thursday" already..
Wonder how my days passed so fast?
When I just have say Hi to my Monday like yesterday..

Recalling My Recent Happening.. (In this week *_*)
- Work.. Drawings/Modelling/Photo shop.. Making of scrap book and Photo Board for the Moral home.
(I love my brilliant design to the max ok.. :D so pretty.. will share it soon when it all done.)
- Throw all my old drawings and designs into my store room (Tue)
(Since No one have appreciate it at all than myself.. & it's really not up to my standard comparing to now wahahha~)
- Eat at home for the whole week..
(Mon - mum cook, Tue - instant noodle, Wed - mum cook... Today??)
- Change my facial foam back to Chilling foaming cleanser by Kenzo :D and Kenzo Bamboo Water too.
(I super love the after wash effect and results than Kose)
- Fall asleep at 8plus which was yesterday (Wed)
(but after 10hours of sleeps I still can't wake up in time cus I need 12! ~_~ which mean?? I think I need to force myself to sleep at 6.30pm then.. Rush home after work just to sleep :X)
Well very boring? Cus am super lazy :)
Have used up all my cell in working out my variants.
And report for school last week end.
Shall enjoy this coming week :D

Regard,
Ferlyn hippomimitaycumrabbitwearglasses**

Weeks of Aug

2011-08-22T01:20:00.006+08:00

..........Warning..........
Long post~

As I have missed posting for some time :)
This is to compensate, due to my busy life recently.
and to keep myself a record on what happening~

1. My Uni report and project that include research and writing, my weakness.
That have finally came to an end!!
:D so happy, at least I manage to complete it.
And it with the Harvard University format, double happiness :D
Everything was fully done!

2. Working life that was even more challenging than before.
With more and more design work coming in.
I learn CS 5!! haa~

3. Accompany Vic :D
Spending every possible second together.
We just passed our 9th month of Love a week back.
He's still that sweetest ever.
:D

Working and schooling at the same time was really tiring~
But because I have my him..
Everything seem to be much easier.
He make effort sending me to work whenever is possible, giving me the luxurious of not being squeeze in Buses and MRT.
Fetching me back from School after the tiring day which end around 10 plus..
How could I not love him these much? :D

I jus wanted t share a chio pic of my Baby girl. :X
Well the little girl which I was closest with.
My god-mother granddaughter Xuanxuan.
She's much prettier than before.
Love playing with this naughty girl so much!
Cus.. am naughty too :X

Picture to share for Past Events.

Moral Home visit with STK staffs to Changi on the 13th Aug (Sat)
I was one of the volunteer that day.
My first ever Home visit and trip out with the folks.
Certain pic I took from my Cell phone.
Its really different, you could really see simple happiness in their faces.
When they smile and ask you "when will you be coming back again?"
One of the auntie even asked.. If I could take a pic with her?
"One jiu ke yi le, ok ok.. :D"

My addiction to Happy Meal :D
As I want the Hello Kitty watches so much..
Gotten 2 already so far. :))

Han Ming 20th Birthday Party :)
His OLD~ omg..
Again like before everyone doesn't believe that am his elder sister..
That makes me super happy!

12th Aug 2011

2011-08-12T15:14:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthady to Han Ming :D
It's the 20th time I celebrated Birthady with you..
Lovess..

ferlyn

8th Aug 2011

2011-08-08T14:06:00.004+08:00

How your weekend after a long week??

Mon & Tue was real normal.

Wed meet up with Jian Xiang for dinner and chatted.
Have not meet him for a year? Since the previous Nokia event @ sentosa??
Well he say that am turning fatter :(

Thurs-meet up with Farien for the Kenzo products and then Giselle for dinner.

Friday?
I hate "Fri", especially my last Friday..
SUPER DOUBLE LOUSY DAY..
After going thru an super "Irritating Friday" with a few of the idiots..
Which include that most annoying motor rider in my office R.V.
& that always trying to amaze boss Jorwe!

Introduction...
:( For R.V, nothing much to elaborate than saying.. he's such a loser!
Not gentleman and arrogant.
Lousy Sportsmanship. "He pay badminton by smacking girl opponents "only".
Was quite childish to say more abt him..
As everyone would roughly know what an "A.H" was him..
How can such a person exist?

Jorwe Lee.....
Being well manner, the basic of a human. (non was portrait by him)
Such a disappointment when so much ppl describe you as "useless"
Only do those "K-po" stuffs and buy branded for bosses to climb the ladder~
Well I do look down on you even if I don't heard those stuffs.
Cus to me a person without a character is = to shit!

My day was really consider lousy..
But who care??
There how my last week goes...

ferlyn

4th August 2011

2011-08-04T11:14:00.002+08:00

I miss You so much, Vic!

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Yes, I misses my Hubby Badly!!

ahhhhhh~

.........................

ferlyn

2nd August 2011

2011-08-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

Done my 1st ever presentation for my Btech course last Friday :)
Thank for all the information from Mr Kaya and Roy on 3D printing..
Mr Kaya have even borrowed me his precious prototype for the presentation :))
Well I am really impress by this new rapid manufacture technology.
Hardness could be controlled in that one piece of "rubber" :D
It's Rubber, a totally new material in RP.
Should read more about that for my report.
And YES am goanna write the full report myself :D
Challenge & more challenge ahead to come.

Shall really get all the High Distinction. :D

ferlyn

21st July

2011-07-21T10:39:00.004+08:00

For

A mango strudel..

I use my super Shiny 2010, 1 dollar coin :(

sob sob sob~

I should have redraw money 1st..

I should have keep it in the coin bank and not bring it around everyday.

:( It really super shiny one okay.. like no one have touched it before expect me..

MY lucky Coin!!! gone :(

And I stupidly used it cus the amount in my wallet was just right for that strudel~

Like go redraw will be so "embarrassing"

haix to the max~

Time just passes by so fast.

It weekend soon~

ferlyn

20th July 2011 (Wed)

2011-07-20T08:55:00.003+08:00

I doesn't know why I hated Cigarette so much.

To me it's the worst of the worst smell and it ruin all the good images!

I simply just dislike it to that extend.

Nothing changes.

It's such a disappointment when I saw my loves once smoking.

Every single one touches this horrible stick!

Horrible!

Beyond words could describe I have given up hope on these killers.

Sometime addict was just addictive. :(

ferlyn

18th July 2011 Monday

2011-07-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

My New hair done on Sat (16th JULY)
@ Attica Far east level 4.
Sponsor by MR V..
.
Hair done by Juno that hair stylist that have done lots of blogger and model hairs.
Well his kinda friendly and nice..
While waiting for the colour to "stay" lols.. Stain~!! .
He actually brought drink for me.. (With his own pocket money..:)
Super nice of the stylist la.
Slowly pampering my hair.. washing and even massage while washing..
Coolest~
Another super nice thing was.....
The protein treatment! - max love~
Super soft hair after that treatment.
After a long chunk of blog... well my hair colour~
It's Chestnut brown :) Going back to the type of colour I prefer much..
I love my head.. my hair to the max now..
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Sleepless night the day before today..
Lots of thought running around my little brain again..
Did some "dumping"... Throw away certain unwanted stupid stuffs.
Well need to set some rules for myself to accomplish.
Am gaining weigh like age.
And I'm super angry about that ill discipline that lead to all these..
School Project Due Date next week and yet any thing installed.
When am I stepping into W.E for that stupid disc..
Really piss with all these little stuffs.

End the post with my new HP pouch..
When I hold MR RUDE am.. Little xxxx Rude :X

Ferlyn

08-07-2011

2011-07-08T11:15:00.004+08:00

...

Read an article (blog)

And realise I have not been simple.

& being so complicated doesn't hold happiness.

Life end when everyone hold your 1st key..

1st key---> certification

Everyone, every commoner will work.

So what different? Working for..... a living?

But how many really loves their job?

Wasting majority of one life doing something you don't like so that the small remainder of the life will be comfortable.

Workin working working..

Should you relate it to play?

Doing something you loves and you like!

A career you enjoy doing it and don't mind doing again and again.

Even if you're doing it for free.

I really felt I should find what I really like.

And enjoyed doing for the rest of my life than wasting it.

:))

ferlyn

5th July 2011

2011-07-05T16:29:00.002+08:00

It's another month again.
The "this and that and everything else" I have to monitor in life was making me stressed up..
No free hours anymore for myself.
Schooling.. Working.. Interests..
Everything wasn't in line :@
I don't have a direction, and it's really sad.
I hope genie will just appear and grant me a wish. *_*
At least to set me direction to go...
And that was just another impossible hope!

I really hope I could go thru all these "now" peacefully~
Getting what I wanted was like climbing to the top of mount everest.
When I couldn't even climb mount faber.
So I should just smile and walk pass the start point..
Than struggling up and give up half way.
All my hater will be laughing like hell now..
Seeing how stupid this reality dropped me to.

ferlyn.

Floating

2011-07-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

Whatever happens now was just another obstacle!

Life wasn’t as perfect as I have imagined.
Mine was another typical tragedy, with so much ups and more of the downs.
I regret that I have craved this path long ago.
Or, have never set any right path that in the end leaded me here.
Helplessly crying for nothing cus I really have nothing.
I have made my way “here” moving step by step… HERE!
Even if it’s a wrong move, I have been moving toward this stupid wrong direction for the past 5 years.
Taking a fast U turn now… Tedious!
And am afraid of changesL
But am stressed, because this isn’t what I loved.
This is not what I wanted. Not my interest.

“Floating”

Ferlyn.

due post

2011-06-24T18:44:00.003+08:00

Wild Honey @ Marina Galley with Beh.
"Last week mid June"
I finally visited wild honey after reading on the food reviews for so long..
It's always long queue there during weekends and dinning time.
But we were luck cus we did not join the "queue!!"
And I have Tunisian breakfast for dinner that evening.
As European wad I intended to eat was sold out :(
Tunisian set smelled Indian curry.. :X It not as tasty as it looked.
I immediately lost appetite after it was placed in front of me, prefer beh's Swedish breakfast instead.
Overall, the food wasn't as good as wad I expected. :(
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My Vic never fails to fetch me everyday.
He came down orchard just to sent me home.
My sweetest boy :)

Ferlyn.

23rd June 2011

2011-06-23T11:26:00.003+08:00

Time to buck up and fly!!
Seriously, I have never wanted to be an engineer form young.
& the title "Engineer" isn't at all in my list of dream jobs.
Dreams and always dreams.
As an Engineer - It's really a very different type of challenge.
Things are out of imagination.
Designer, design and think that it will work, but an engineer make a design work!
"Do or Do not, there no try!"
So beyond those little timid ferlyn.
That was so afright of failing.
Now, I Will do it! And prove it :)

Wish me luck~

Ferlyn

TGIF

2011-06-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

It's finally Friday again :)

Cheer up it's just few more hours to lottas of enjoyment.

Wanna sleep so much and have so much fun this weekend.

I really need a long good rest to replenish every goodness I needed, as hours of sleep was like 4hour a day for the whole week & am turning Panda soonest with these sleepless days..

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Kong Fu Panda later!!

I'm so looking forward for the movie :))

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Happy 8th Month Dear V!

muack~

Thank for adding those sweetness and loves to my everyday!

For everything you have done with your love, the handmade card, promise vows and the 1st month photo frame.

The surprises and effort you put in just to make me feel special.

Placing me on top of your priority list & away there when I needed you.

Running the extra errand just to give me the luxurious.

"I never have so much fun with basketball till we started playing."

Baby, am sure we have both understand each other deeper from day 1 we started, building up mutual trust and confident with each other.

You have taught me a lot in relationship unknowingly, "we both know".

I hope that nothing will change our love for the rest of our life.

I love you!

Vic Oon

Loves,

Ferlyn

8th June 2011

2011-06-08T15:56:00.004+08:00

These was sweet~

Just like when I am younger..

Kissing my Little Edward :)

Yup it look like this~ Edward being forced to kiss!

:X I should have learn to take pics from young to have those pic of us!

That fat botak baby really look like Edward man okay~

Well this look most gentle and sweet!

Than those forced kisses.

And it's always nicer when a guy kisses a lady first.

Well at least I didn't over do the forcing.

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Regard,

Ferlyn

6/6/2011 (monday)

2011-06-06T16:12:00.001+08:00

I love shopping :)
Especially when it's GSS!

Changi Beach :)

2011-06-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

STK - was going to organize an event for a JUNE Saturday.
Bring the folks in Hendson morale home out for a morning tour.
Well am one of the organizer for this so meaningful event.
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Event planned to bring them out for the whole morning from 8am to 1pm.
Games @ Changi beach and site seeing @ Changi Airport!
Changi Macdonal lunch :) and still planning and writing in for more add on.
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Before bring the morale home folks for outing I did when to explore Changi beach!!
The sky and sea was amazingly nice..
I could even see the plane flying right above me so near as they are landing!!
Well some pic that I have taken there~

Well the place was nice & am sure the folks will enjoy our plan(s) events.
:)

Regard,
ferlyn

Hello JUNE!

2011-06-02T15:00:00.002+08:00

Another half a year passes by..
As June marked half in the year of twelve month.
How have everyone been for the past half a year?
What have you gain? & What have you lost?
Are you happy with the achievement you had?
Did you regret that you have losing those you have lost?

Well I have knows lottas new ppl the past six month.
Have owned my first title "Associate Engineer".
Start earning monthly pay and contribute to CPF :)
Have know Vic from head to toe.
Have changed my room setting as I long wanted to change it.
Been older day by day.
Learn to be independent and achieve anything myself.
"try" thing I never experience :))

Lost?
My past.
Nokia, as I have a permanent job, I couldn't hold a part time at the same time.
Time, as I am not a teen anymore, I need to work for my own living.
Mon to Fri before 6pm was work & to allow play or shop time, I have to dig into my beauty sleep hours.
That why, I have not been a good girl recently~
Missed the essential sleeping hours that causes acne outbreak, dehydrating and dryness.
Especially Aging!!!!
Never been taking good care of myself these days. :(
Now to recover, I really need so much pampering kit.

Happy?
Of course am happy of what I have now.
But am still working hard for a better tomorrow.
I'm sure, I will never be satisfied with now in the future.

Regret?
I never though of that..
& I never want to stuck there and cry :))

Lime green and mustard yellow was nice.
These colour just capture my attention.

Regard,
Ferlyn

Versace :))

2011-05-20T10:19:00.003+08:00

Have seen Lamborghini with Versace interior?

Coolest right..

Such beauty in fairy like white.

I admire the design and the futuristic interior that make girls go wow~

Could I drive it for a week or 2?

haha.. Just a naive joke.

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Love,

Ferlyn

20th May 2011

2011-05-19T14:00:00.004+08:00

Sharing Section
About me Ferlyn :))

I have been taught in 2 main languages since young.
- ( ENGLISH ) & ( CHINESE )
My grandparents speak in Cantonese and Hokkien, so I do understand them too :))
I have learn simple France and Japanese before.
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I have my 1st part-time job at the age of 14,
working as a waitress at Pan-Pacific hotel Singapore.
I start earning my own expenses after 16 and rarely take any allowance from my parent.
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I used to only buy 3 to 5 pieces of new clothes a year when am young
and have owned a super mini mickey mouse wardrobe.
But now I buy countless of clothes and owned 2 huge wardrobe packed with clothes.
I love white, blue, pink and purple colour.
But for clothes I would prefer otherwise.
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My favourite perfume is always ( Dior Addict )
I don't fancy branded but I don't mind owning thousands of it.
Am never satisfy with my current weigh and height. :(
I love to be young and hate to review my age!
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I studies Product Design and Innovation in Ngee Ann Polytechnic
and owned Diploma in Engineering (PDI)
Have enrolled in for a Bachelor Degree in PDI too.
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I have lottas dream job when am young,
which include (Teacher), (Lawyer), (Air Stewardess), (Fashion Designer) & (Tour Guide)
And am currently an ( Engineer ).
Nothing near my dream, but am happy with the scope of work to do.
As I have started to plan my future more realistic from here.
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One of my dream was to drive Mercedes SLK in extreme red..
but (only when I could afford)
Placing my heels and clothes at the back car seat. +_* dreamss..
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I have never travel myself till until am 20+,
1st trip to China Hangzhou, SuZhou, WuXi and Shanghai with my poly mate.
The study tour is the longest distance I have travelled till now.
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Top 5 places I would want to go so much was..
Maldive, Paris, Taiwan, Hong Kong and London.
Abit greedy?
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I don't love food, but I couldn't live without them :(
I extremely like strawberry fav ice-cream and strawberry tea.
My fav drink was Ribena and Vitagen.
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I'm super lack of discipline!
I have unlimited waiting timing also known as rubber band timing (term created by mummy).
My clock is always faster by 15 min, to force myself to be on time.
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... to be continued..

ferlyn

19th May 2011

2011-05-19T11:03:00.003+08:00

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Countless of things to change.

I wanna slim down.. down down and down.

I wanna have good complexion!

Very smooth, white and flawless complexion.

cure all the scars!

The visible mark that I hated.

ferlyn

9th May 2011

2011-05-09T06:20:00.000+08:00

Back to posting :)

Missed more than a week of posts

I know that busy wasn't a reason :)

Well promise to update my recent events.

Weekend

Really enjoyed my weekend very much!

Especially when it spend wisely with Vic!

This busy weekend consist of...

My 1st Vote ever for the past 22 years

Mother day celebration :)

Which Han and I brought 100ml Kenzo flower for mummy.

And telling her "I Love You" + a kiss *_^ sweet..

Well me and Vic are into arcade basketball game for weeks.

Will update that soon too..

Working

President Challenge events are all ending..

1. Perfume Sales

2. 2nd Hand Korean Drama Sales

3. Hamper Sales

4. Studio Photography

All these poster are done by me!

With the limited only Microsoft ppt.. :)

Well still look nice right?

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Now looking forward for the June old folk outing..

Wondering how come ferlyn so into social work these days??

I also donno, but I will help within my means.

Well till the next update.

Love,

Ferlyn

25th April 2011

2011-04-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Roses I received from V today.
Very random roses, and it my 1st unpredicted flower from him..

Took some candy shots with the 15 stalks of Pink roses.
With my new pink tank top :)
And my newly dye hair..

Look weird with my new hair colour?
I prefer a slightly darker tone*
But received compliment from Bernard daddy and Karen.
Humm.. well still young to play with hair colours..
So for some other~ "don't hate it too much due to jealousy yea :))"
Just cus your age make you drift away from these pretty attractive colours.

-_-" And yawn~ It Monday again today!
Working hard for another Friday.
Sleepy sleepy~

love
ferlyn

21st April 2011

2011-04-21T08:32:00.004+08:00

I neglected blogging for awhile :(

Well am really busy with my work events, school studies and home deco.
To start my step toward the future.
I will definitely get Distinctions!
When one how a goal.
He'll either get it there, getting more than what he set or at least get half..
:) Be positive!

Looking forward for the upcoming long weekend!
Vic's and I are going for some sports. :))

Ferlyn

14th April 2011

2011-04-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

I feel like...
I have been living in a Ice cube for donkey years..
Knowing all the hunter all along.

ferlyn.

update!!

2011-04-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

Some Recent Pictures of Ferlyn :)
just love to cam whore soo much somehow!
Especially when am super bored~
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I used to love dolling up so much since young.
even dressing my my little Edward to my little sister~
hahaa~ Laugh!
I hope that I could do so now.. :x
and this is one of the reason why am I VAIN!
but vain to a certain extend that are still acceptable. :)
at least I think so...
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just few pics to share.
Dressing up in different style.
The relax.
The sweet.
& The err.. donno wad~ haa..

finish..
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lovess,
ferlyn

2011-04-12T23:13:00.004+08:00

:) As promised..
My room!
The super shelf that was just set up by Vic on Sunday..
He actually DIY everything for me!!
soo sweet right?

Vic drove a LORRY okay.. and
Coolest right?
He can handle this huge giant well like his personal car!

The goods we purchased.

Well skip to my packing!
The set up done earlier on Sunday as mention so it's packing time!
Bye to my old mirror desk and writing table :(
Thank for serving me well.
for more spacious room I have to throw these out.
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So step 1!
Clear my clothes and it's only those house wear type of clothing =X

All the above are to be pack to the new shelf..
In like 2hours time..

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Done!
DaRang~!!!!
hard work finally seen!

Pretty??
At least I think that it's nice!! :))
Still room for improvement :x
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Love,
ferlyn

12th April 2011

2011-04-12T10:35:00.004+08:00

I have packed my room with the new shelf Vic brought on Friday.

Really have to blog these..

My brilliant hubby drove a LORRY!

He borrow lorry from his uncle on Friday evening and we have a lorry tour from east to west and form west back to east :)

He drove LORRY ok~ so cool!

He know everything. :)

Been busy with my packing for the whole day yesterday.

and after all the effort, it's currently half done!

Wanna share my creation soon with everyone cus am so proud of myself!

Sniffing for the whole night!!

Thank to the dusty room of mine.

Alright will update on these soon!

Are you happy?

Search thru google with the word "happiness" and these are what I found.

My Little advice on being happy!

Do what makes you smile :)

Be with who that makes you smile!

Laugh as much as you breath.

Love as long as you live!

Working like you don't need the money.

Dance like no body's watching.

Sing like no body's listening.

Live like it's heaven on earth :))

Every one have different way to find happiness.

It might sound weird but... I talked to my baby pooh everyday!

And that makes me happy!

When imagination of mine,

pooh replied: I love you mummy!

You're the prettiest mummy on earth!!

my world only turn for you mummy!

I am happy to be his Mrs Oon!

V is happy while reading this I know.

:] happy right?

And these beat my bluess away.

Am the only yellow faces among the bluess :]

love, ferlyn

8th April 2011

2011-04-08T09:32:00.003+08:00

Good morning Friday!! Weekend is on the way hang on there :) . Am so going to rest and replenish all the sleeps I owe myself! Yawn~ & I shall plan for some Sunny fun this weekend! humm... Sentosa? :) Sky Ludge ride!! . what about ur's? . ferlyn.

am really happy now!

2011-04-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

When I say am happy now :)
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Having wad I wanted just right, just enough.
Fighting for my own future, planning on the route to go.
Working and working just to get enough for everything.
Treating myself super nice :)
Giving myself love! & love those who I love!
Having the right to be myself.
Don't have to hide don't have to be shy.
Not afraid of anything anyone.
:) being protected by my V!
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& tgt Planning for a future :]
that was my blissful picture.
Simple & beautiful.
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I miss you Lao Gong!
remember running tgt,
I will be cheering even if I couldn't catch up with you :))
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love,
ferlyn

4th April 2011

2011-04-04T14:21:00.003+08:00

Chunks of fats. :(

Burning you off make me sweat!

Keeping you there, show LAZY.

Staying with you make me ugly!

On a diet now!! :)

Pls say am fat so that I will be skinnier day by day.

Don lie to me cus I hate the lump of fats.

You will then be envy when you see the result in me :)) wahahaha~

Never have any exercises done :(

Well am going for a run this tired evening.

To make my Monday super Blues..

Have a good night sleep after that and make my Tuesday YELLOW!

See my V and it will turn into brighter yellow! :))

I miss V soo much!

Love, Ferlyn.

1st April 2011

2011-04-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

Have D.I.Y my nails :)
Picture of the day.
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It's April Fool, have anyone been fooled today?
tehee~
The one and only prank of the day I had from Jorwe
FAILED!
Am just too deaf to even notice his voice.
Therefore, am not this April Fool!
Am just consider lucky or....
ppl around me are all too just mature to even play prank already.
Really miss those younger time when a lizard, a cockroach can be used as prank making ppl jumping up and down.
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but that was all when we were young.
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And It's Friday again :))
I wanna rest so much, sleep so much..
Have not been sleep enough for weeks..
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am really tired..
Running, cycling, swimming..
I just wanna have one this week!
yawn~
gd nite!

love,
ferlyn

Lottas Thank lovess..

2011-03-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

My 23rd Birthday celebration.

Super Love this big cake from my daddy!
With lots of hearts.
Big and Small, just like the countless love my parent shower me with..
muack!

My lovely killers..
These prettiest ladies I loved..

& the mafias in black :)

& the real bengs..

:)) not forgetting all the present I received~
I promised and wanna share most!

Pretty Birthday card from my hubby - MR V!

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My pretty Roses..

& of course the lovely present from family & friends..

Not forgetting all the hao baos too.
Lottas loves and Thank!
For making my day that special :)

Lovess,
ferlyn

28th Mar 2011

2011-03-28T15:16:00.004+08:00

Super Monday Bluess~ . My moody Monday with stupid cramps and sleepless night! Only manage to fall asleep after 4am and woke up @ 6am sharp!! OMG~ Am so super tired now!! Just felt like a walking Zombie somehow~

"Loving and Pampering you the way I did,

cus You're worth it! "

sweetest right?

Vic said it yesterday :)

How blessed am I to own such a wonderful hubby!

I know he love me.

And I love him as much too :]

Vic is having exam now :) Good Luck and Jiayou hubby! I know you can score the best cus you're my V! muack~ love, ferlyn

24th Mar 2011

2011-03-24T22:41:00.009+08:00

The most Perfect Birthday :)

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not only because it's @ MBS

not only because of the Prettiest Flowers.

not only because of the Sweetest Birthday Cake.

not only because of the Presents.

But because of having YOU with me :)

Your effort, your LOVE and your presence.

So sweet to have you by my side Vic!

Thank dear,

for the most sincere birthday card I have ever received :)

pretty right?? handmade by Vic Oon to Ferlyn!

Happiness is being together with you,

to have no restriction of being myself.

The smile and cry from within.

The time & effort we put in for our "forever"..

And the you that promise me of our future!

with you, these are happiness~

lovess,

ferlyn

22nd March 2011

2011-03-22T10:13:00.003+08:00

Thank everyone for the kind Birthday Wishes :)

I really have enjoyed my day so much!

And it's my most memorable Birthday I ever had!

Being able to celebrate it "specially"

@ Marina Bay Sand haa~

It will not happen without anyone of you [loves]

Special thank to my Hubby Vic Oon!!

for everything.

Every surprise he gave which include..

The Handmade Pop-up Card.

The roses in the most dreamy colour I love!

The venue and the Swim @ MBS :]

I love you V!

And of course thank..

Joce for the hair curl :)

Zhong for being the photographer.

and all for the presence!

Photos will be uploaded soon when am free!

excited..

lottas love,

ferlyn

3 more dayss

2011-03-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

:)) I LOVE YOU!

Vic Oon

:] preparation for coming Saturday.

1. Gotten my camera ready

- Films and battery

(Instax films)

2. Cannon 500D

with stand

3. Clothes for the theme

"The rich and the wealth party"

4. Cake from Daddy :]

The rest..

Vic have help me prepare :))

now you know what the big header for!

Lovess

Ferlyn

15th March 2011

2011-03-15T14:48:00.009+08:00

Wish list...

Friends have been asking What do I want for my birthday present?

I have nothing that I want very much currently.

Have been cracking my brain for so long and just feature out a few items.

No Soft toys and display item..

Basicially am a adult now.

Just a guard,

and here it goes..

` Jacket ( Nike / Adidas)

size 34 - sport type without the hood (not wind breaker)

if adidas, I still prefer the big logo at the back of the jacket.

` A make up pouch

Big enough to put a wallet and hand phone

` Black leather bag.

elegant design and suitable for work.

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` Black Heel

3/4 height meaning not very high less than 2 inch.

in grossly black ( best with slim stripe )

easy to match for work :))

` SKII

a few of the product am interested in..

1.facial treatment gentle cleanser

(note: there another on alike without the word gentle X)

2.whitening source derm brightenier

3.Facial treatment mask

`Waist belt ( Black )

not those bugis 3 for 10 type..

I want non rusty metal belt with crystals.

attention forcus on the front.

` Coach Charm tote ( Blue )

it's not sold in SG anymore :(

but still possible

`Big room Mirror

for the view of the whole body :))

`Office Wear

I need more clothes.

Clothes are never enough for me.

But this time I need more presentatable clothes.

(Of course not those G2000 or U2000 type)

Dark colour prefer..

`Cosmetics

1. pink, nude, gold, down to earth eye colour.

Shu Uemura, Bobbi brown

2. Foundation

`Weighing Machine

digital glass type

(shape not necessary to be circle)

Do inform me on wad you wanna get if it's in the list.

Regard,

Ferlyn :))

An apple a day keep the doctor away :))

2011-03-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

I seldom take in fruits in a regular basic.
But I will now.. Cus I need all the Vitamins C!
And am now sick :(
Ferlyn's falling sick -_-"
Nose bleed - O -"
Cough, flu, fever and everything worst.
Sweating these day, as my body force me to recover by forcing all the toxic out.

I have came back from my Bantam company trip :)
It was really a fun day, but I am running a fever thru out the event.
Stand under the hot sun play games make it worst.
But still there loads of pic to share.
I will be sharing it soon. :)
after my flu recover.

Love,
Ferlyn

Amazine Saturday with V

2011-02-26T22:36:00.003+08:00

My Saturday with V ;)

And this weekend, we used up every minutes together.
From "morning" to night!
East Coast Biking to burn some fats =)

We started with....
Cam whoring
at the beach with the sky and sea. =)
And it's totally my idea.
Cus I owned the best camera phone!
lovess~

We have KFC for lunch when I only take regular mash potato and drink.
Due to that killing video routing in FB =(
I have not taken meat for 3days, almost turning into a vegetarian.
LOLs~
"without makeup photo" Rare ok!!
Cus the person that only need to bother if am pretty is right beside me..
haa~ so it's 101% okay not to bother!
This is what I meant. "picture below"
muack!

After biking event...
NATAS travel fare @ expo hall 4 & 5!
We're planning for Disneyland, Maldives and ......more :)
Just have to wait for V available dates!
Everywhere will be beautiful with the person you really love.

We pay 4buck each for the entrance!
Just to get in to the hall~ it's expensive lah..
But I like. We wear the same bangle lol~

Loves,
Ferlyn

23rd Feb 2011

2011-02-23T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today, republic polytechnic staff briefing.
I should study at RP instead of NP man!
That school environment was super pretty.
Cut off point was still the highest, meaning easiest to get in.
Than I will be the top student there who know -_*
Well, I have already gotten my diploma and now it's time to walk on..
I will study which ever degree I take well!
I swear!!
10 years? I presume to fulfill my dream :D
I must make it happen.

I miss you Vic!!
Missxo missxo~
Less than 48hour to see your black moon face :D
Remember I wanna kick, bite and punch you hard!
To kindly refresh your brain juices after all those thinking processes.
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Than gives you the sweetest hugs and kisses :))
To remind you that am still your lovely girlfriend!
:D

love,
ferlyn

My shoes

2011-02-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

I have always mention that I doesn't have enough shoes..
So mummy ask me to look thru my shoe rack..
I was shock too =D
After I unpack all my shoes from those boxes..
And line them up according.

All these shoes was fully owned by myself
+Nike sport shoe inside V's car boot,
long black boot not taken out and
2 more shoe mum brought from her Thailand trip.
and... not sure still have anymore.
=D

From this pic, shoes are still brand new.
like the 2 black heel at the back and the black zipper flat..
I almost forgotten I own them.

Why do I have so much shoes??
I once own only,
1. a pair of white school shoe
2. a pair of slipper
3. a 10buck sport shoe
4. maybe a better tiny heel shoe.
=)) and that was when am young.
so when I start working....
My clothes, shoes and everything just increases rapidly.
I always believe a pair of nice shoe will make everything look differently.
and Da Rang~
My harvest!
Plus shoes are also one of women assets.
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And I really need nude heel somehow ;X
mummy will kill me lol~
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loves,
ferlyn :)

22nd Feb 2011

2011-02-22T12:58:00.003+08:00

Ups and Downs

Everyone have their past, be it good or bad..

It's up to individual to decide what to do and how to handle the situation.

It might really be hard on you when thing happened at that point of time.

But you're not the only one..

Everyone have their secrets and coward moment.

"to someone who really need a push in life"

My advices

- Make your own rights

Why should you let anyone affect you?

Say NO firmly!

Who have the right to hurt you if you didn't choose to hurt yourself?

LAW allow self protection =)

- Know what you want

Set goals in life.

If you have a goal, there will only be 3 result.

Have it ALL, being better than expected or get at least half.

But if you never have any goals..

You have nothing.

These apply to almost everything in life.

ferlyn =)

2011-02-16T11:27:00.004+08:00

I miss V!

I really miss V!!

I really really miss you V!!!

Just recieve my invitation to ST team building today.

Batam 2 day 1 night (composary tour)

Pictures of the resort xx :)

Such a waste When I don't even know how to swim :(

Regard,

Ferlyn

15th Feb 2011

2011-02-15T13:17:00.003+08:00

Ti Amo

Happy Valentine Day all!

may you have hug, kisses and more :)

V - Happy V day!!

I love You!

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Received my dress from "The Design Closet"

Purchased 3 pieces altogether.

1. Mint duo dress- nice and I like the fabric.
And I love the colour!!

been looking for mint colour clothes for awhile.

And darang I have my 1st Mint colour fashion piece!

Max Love!

2. Navy flowery tube- good.

Price abit over charge for a tube. However design was satisfy.

3. Choc Flora printed dress- BAD BAD BAD the material was lousy!
The quality was really lousy!

Doesn't know how to describe but it really BAD!!

I more like a 5sgd sale piece than a 25sgd which I paid for :(

Loves,

Ferlyn

11th Feb 2010

2011-02-11T09:11:00.002+08:00

Been so into the men watches these days..

After my first impression of this premier time piece =)

The SEKIO Premier chronograph.

It was my love at first sight!

Somehow it just catches my attention that very moment I saw it. :)

After this I continue looking for nice watches thru the website of SEKIO.

And................

Darang!

I found this gorgeous time piece =)

This is wad I like about the time piece..

`The number

`The clean and clear face

`The different little clock inside

`The colour

`The elegant

Another simple design I found thru the website.

Which also catches my attention =)

SEKIO Ananta

:)How? The design I choose not bad right..

haa~

Ferlyn

9th Feb 2011

2011-02-09T16:42:00.007+08:00

Ferlyn's CNY =)

A long weekend of fun with V and family =)
`visiting of relatives and friends.
`shopping
`majong section
and soo much more..
Am sure everyone have enjoy the CNY like mine!

Let the picture do the talking..
The fun and laughter of CNY 2011.
Let see the smiles on everyone faces on different event??
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Grandma's cool smile on the 1st day of CNY!

Mummy and Daddy after saying Gong Xi Fa Cai to Grandma =)

Edward and V (lame smile after visiting Grandma)
Jerlyn V's cousin, a future model to be =)

and we're posing happily to the camera again and again =)

The KIE CNY lunch at Wang Ying place =)
And we all smile.. cheers..

Together with V =)

and V again... =)

Not forgetting the Hao Baos.. =)

and food =)

And my baby melody =)

Love
ferlyn

31st Jan 2011

2011-01-31T16:24:00.004+08:00

Long weekend of fun coming soon :))

Am excited what will this CNY be.

The visiting and greeting.

The Angbaos and oranges.

The smile of friends and relatives.

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I have not been into CNY mood for a few years.

I doesn't know why, somehow I just felt that this year would be fun :))

`I did make angbao flower to decorate my living room.

`Trimming my hair, which my mummy say it'll cut away the bad lucks.

`Throwing away those unwanted things.

`Buying new year goodies.

`Adding new dresses, and all my CNY clothes this year are dresses.

`Getting the Mandarin oranges and oranges paper bags for everyone.

Really hope that the new year will be smoother for all my loves once.

All I wish for most to everyone was Health!!

Not forgetting Wealth and Happiness and everything :)

Having all the mood for CNY this year!

Especially with V accompanying <>

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Yesterday was a day of spring cleaning again.

My big wardrobe was 70% done!

But still there are more to throw!!

Skipped my lunch and only felt hungry after 7pm :(

So V brought me to Vivo for dinner.

After dinner, V brought CNY goodies for my parent.

When almost everything was what I liked!

Cus am his priority and everyone come 2nd!!

So sweet of him :))

And he should deserve a BIG red packet from mummy!

for being so nice to your precious daughter :)

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Today shall be V turn on choosing his CNY clothing, when all we shop for the last few week was only mine..

and I promise today fully on V request!!

Loves,

ferlyn

30th January 2011

2011-01-30T03:28:00.004+08:00

Before January end :))

CNY is around the corner.
As I have been a lazy blogger these week due to dates and work.
I shall do a sum up post of things that make my day this January :)

1. I have been doing spring cleaning these days =x
Clearing up the mess created by me thru out the year.
Pack all my bags and accessories.
Donating my old bags to salvation army. (about 10 bag)
Donate A huge bag of toys and plush.
(new plush where I catch previously in toy machines)
I still kept some kitty and Melody =X
Throwing those old furniture away.
Clearing lottas rubbish out of my room!
And of course more to do :))
So happy to see my room transform!!

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bad girl!! hahahahaha~
2. Am still catching melody~
This time V was the one that catch me these cutest Melody at illuma.
I love it!
Will be putting it inside the car :))
And I have new babies to dote on!

3. Champagne baby roses from V :))
Plus crab feast at the seng kang area.
~ making me smile everyday is his job!
And he did put in so much effort in it <>

4. V Brought me to the NEX mall :))
When he promise to bring me everywhere I requested!!
Never had any pic of the NEX mall :((

5. My new phone :)
Nokia N8 in sugar white..
Been using for a month now and it max love!
The 12 mega pixel camera and video recorder :))

6. My new hair colour and treatment :))
This colour look so much nicer on my head!!

7. Lastly the clothes I have been ordering online recently :)
From eternity loft, the design closets and etc..
I love shopping :)
And I found a new way to shop!

love,
ferlyn

24th Jan 2011

2011-01-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Another Monday, another start of the week :)
Weekends just seem to end so fast.
When I start to wonder how it passes by again..
Saturday- Malaysia beauty trip and shopping day. Which include singing section too :)
Sunday- Movie Shaolin and China town walk.
Or maybe too much thing happening that been using up my time.
When I still have lottas preparation to do before CNY.

So I decided to blog about what I have and have not done.
Warning, it's like a planner. so don't read on if you're not interested..

What I have done already??
`I have do up my hair
`Dye
`Cut
`Treatment
`Painted my nails
`Manicure
`Pedicure
`Paraffin
`Buy new dresses
`Buy new pants
`My Cny jelly candy and maji
`Throw away my old funitures inside my room

Whathave I not done?
`Pack my room
`Pack my clothes
`Pack everything
`Spring cleaning
`Buy CNY stuffs
`Buy V's new clothes
`My curtain
`Buy new furnitures for my room

adding more as needed :)
And I know it's bored~

ferlyn

14th Jan 2011

2011-01-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

Dig out all my nails colour and decide to do some art on a Friday night.
I really got loads of nails colours and stickers :)
See what I mean.. Having so much of nail polish where I only use once or twice each and left it inside the container to dry =x
When mummy usually banned me from buying anymore of it..
So am going to spam these colour today, at the same time throwing away those that already been dry up.

My nicely done nails.. :)
After `cutting `shaping `trimming `coating `coating and coating..
then....
pasting of stickers, coating again and finally wait for it to dry..

So proud of myself for the good job!
It's a homemade DIY nail so I consider it perfectly done already :))
With blink blink some more.. haa~
Champagne coating with nude pink flower and bright pink and silver blinks..

loveee it.
Nice???

love,
ferlyn

Wednesday 13th Dinner at Shangri La -the line :)

2011-01-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

Dinner at "THE LINE" shangri La hotel :)

It another year of ABS annual dinner..
Photos attached with my newly brought blue dress :))
mad loves~ The place, my dress and any other.

Wednesday menu _ Grilled :)

Manage to take a pic of my 1st plate only :)
haa~ second plate was all tim sum and 2 satay.
Third- a bowl of yummy mini laska.
Forth- Desserts banana-nutella creepe
and tiny nice cups and cakes..

Beloved SV design team :))

....over all....
I must say the spread there was really "good"!!
But sadly, I didn't saw creme bluree there that day :(
Creme Bluree there was actually one of the main dessert at shangri la, the line.
As I could hear a lot of customer asking about it, like me..
I miss it -_-"
The atmosphere was nice too.
Will definitively visit again..
For that creme bluree :x
For all the nice irresistible food.
For the good services.

loves,
ferlyn

8th Jan 2011

2011-01-09T02:21:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Edward!

Welcome to adulthood!
Lottas love

love,
ferlyn

6th January 2011

2011-01-06T14:22:00.003+08:00

It coolest to have confident without makeup on face.
And I realise that all pretty girl would have makeup on somehow.
Or even certain with really thick makeup.
Like false lashes, contact lenses and double eye lid stickers..

Me...
I have been applying makeup since poly days too.
And to me, makeup is my daily habit.
Especially my eye makeup.
Even though am blessed with natural double eye lid.

"5th Jan"
However, God created this day.
That I have to step out of my house with my bare face.
Even though I have never be so brave to do that.
I left my makeup pouch in V's car the day before :(
So I bravely went work without a trace on my face.
Feeling really uneasy at the beginning.
But after reaching the company, I start to like my clean face.
1. Can splash water on as and when I wanted like at home.
2. So breathable and touchable (doesn't need to be afright that it might smudge)
3. It nice even without makeup :x
It's really pleasing to hear good comment on ur complexion.
It all boost up by my colleagues.
And even Geraldeen say that she like my face without makeup.
And I might just go without makeup again :)
That night I went down my house to buy stuffs at 7-11 with hazel without makeup too.
:) It's confident.. Than my dark eye ring??.... err

love,
ferlyn

3rd Jan 2010

2011-01-03T02:28:00.000+08:00

Sunday =)
Dinner with Edward @ IMM.
We been deciding where to go for 2hour before stepping out of the house.
As we're hunting for his 21st birthday cake.
Ideas given by his baby sister:
` Anderson
` Secret Recipe
` Polar
` Emicake
Humm~ As long as it's not a chocolate cake :(
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Cam whoring on the way there =)
Edward said: Am like having the winter look,
and the only thing that make to be like in SG
was that I match the top with short.
...........

And this time, is my treat to Ajisen Ramen.
As He promise to take pic and not avoid the camera today.
I have a number of pic taken randomly for his 21st autograph book.
Edward trying out my cute expression before ordering haa~
"The hump nose =)"
Soo cute lah.. I like!!

And that my order non other than "ma po tofu Ramen"
Light and nice =)

Edward and I getting ready for food..
His having Tom Yam Ramen with whitefish and Goyza plus Ice tea =)

He finishes his share and then mine share.
Cus I just cannot finish mine as usual. =)
Soo cool he didn't waste any of it..
That make my treat worth haa~ =)

We went over to giant super mart.
Check if his shelf are available there.
As he have been going over to giant mart for 3 time "Vivo and IMM outlet"
for that shelf.

And Tehee~ Luck boy today..
He have found his shelf =)

Carrying to taxi stand haa~
I couldn't help as am too weak for the weight.

Cab home sweet home =)

Simple Sunday.

Love,
ferlyn

2nd January 2011

2011-01-02T03:37:00.001+08:00

My first post for the year 2011 tehee =)
Happy New Year 2011 Everyone!!

Wonder wad ferlyn new year like?
So many people have been asking since 29th/?//?
Especially people from my company~
AND I ASNSWER: "donno lei depend, I do ask for anything as long as I smiled."
And yes thank.. this year I did smile~

It just describe wad I wanted to say "treasure"
Like the way they advertise the watches.

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Finish the video before reading on you'll then understand!

Wad happen this year??
I Doesn't want firework.
Don't want to squeeze with the crowd.
Didn't count down.
Clock strike 00:00 when am still on PIE toward destination.
I ask for a new year present.
"Anything will do as long as you'll make me happy"
Even if it a "cheese cake" stupid comment~
The 1st kiss on the cheek on the very 1st minute and say "happy new year".
Aww~ sweet? This is happiness.
Happiness can be just so simple.
"Presence is already the present"
"Assurance is the effort"
"Promise are everything it need to go on"
haa~

And I went for.. New Year Majong!
This year I have my new year started with "majong"..
2 Majong section till 6am!
Win for both rounds :)

Ferlyn's having a simple happy day..
Once again, happy new year 2011.

lovess,
ferlyn

30th dec 2010

2010-12-31T02:59:00.003+08:00

Last day of 2010.
Thank for all the ladies luck this year that bring me thru..
Everything :) & Everyone around me :))
And hope 2011 will be better.
And please be a better year~
I just wish for Happiness.. A simple happiness..
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Today dinner with the Nokia's guys at The Cathy Billy Bomber.
Erik treat me for the dinner =) and us for the dessert @ mad jack.
And it because..........
After my long service with Nokia, it finally a Sayonara!
Have tender my resignation letter on the 27th and officially today was my last day.
I will miss those event, training and working days with you guy so much..
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We have a sharing conversation about everything we been thru.
The food we had for training :)
Our likable "Holiday Inn time"
Life.
Phones.
People.
And the 1st day we meet.
And Gavin commented that am like a "act dao" person in the begining..
"Not friendly at all when they 1st saw me"
"Anti social some more and didn't talk much with them" :)) haa~
But I still have known you guys now and will always remember you guys even after today :) That delete off the past impression right??
But am not a senior promoter anymore le :((
Will miss you, Youu, youuu and so much more other Nokia's promoters..

Sharing photos of outing the next post later cus am sleepy~
Tired yawn~

always love,
ferlyn

28th Dec 2010

2010-12-28T16:42:00.003+08:00

Another amazing country than Paris I wanted to go :)

A paradise indeed.

With the Sky, Sun, Sea, Sand and SO much more as friend..

A romantic place too.

Introducing.....

MALDIVES!

Couldn't explain how beautiful is it to relax and enjoy the presence there.

Look so cool right??

Leaving in such floating houses.

Diving at low sea :0

Which was so cool, especially when I cannot swim with my head up.
Dinning under water with the fishes.
Cool max~
But I won't order fish fillet then -_-"

Relax Relax and Relax..

Plus with these awesome view,

I expecting myself to be cam whoring the whole day.

Till the sunset and light on :)

So perfect paradise right?

Imagine firework in the sky~

Follow by "I LxxE YOU"

Haas~ am dreaming already..

This place is just too beautiful to be on earth.

So many places on this earth that I have not visited.

I wanted to see paradise on earth :)

Love,

Ferlyn

27th Dec 2010

2010-12-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

Dancing Mask :)
I like their dance and I like the mask~
Dancing Friend..

Pictures before the dance.
Never manage to be there earlier to join the practice and change of idea :(
But still the days of practicing have sure make us learn Para para well.

Gerdaleen :)

Renode -_*

Teng Yuan +_+
He look like ultra man sia this hair style :))

Richard :3 lizard

and am tired~
sleeping le night guy..

loves,
ferlyn

A bed time story.

2010-12-27T02:33:00.003+08:00

May this Christmas be a blissful one.

When I just want the star to light up your life :)

love,
ferlyn

Christmas lovess 2010

2010-12-26T14:33:00.010+08:00

A Christmas Eve (eve) lunch with department :)
At Swiss Hotel Equinox.

Guess wad am looking at??
The view of amazing Singapore from the 70 high floor :)
It was the 1st time I been here for semi buffet lunch.
I can say the embrace was really beautiful.

Food was pretty too~
See what I mean..
The dessert table was so pretty with Christmas design desserts.

And..
How can I resist any sweet and pretty things?
So this is my 1st plate from the buffet.

2nd plate with some real food to fill my tummy

And I couldn't bear to eat this so it left on the plate.

3rd plate dessert again and chicken soup :)

And of course the main course salmon.
But I have eaten it before I remember to snap a pic of it :(
Haa~ there always next time..
Cheer :)

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Love with my pretty lover!
FELICIA Chan Hui Xiang Manicure at her home to prepare for the coming Christmas event :)
and I didn't put on any make up on my face to her house..
Like been so long didn't dare to go out with bare face already.

First to intro Ms Ah lex.
The one who love licking my toes and smelling my smell :)

Ah lex love to stay near me winkz..

My lover doing up my nail for me :)
And we have the same design nail for this Christmas.
Silver dust~
love her loads till we meet again.

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A happy Christmas Eve lunch @ CDANS with KIE :)
The smile on their faces shows..

Food Food~ :)
Everyone to their seat and start.
EATING~

My sharkfin soup ^_*

Gather for KIE photo at the stage :)
I took the 1st pic am on the protractor screen~

This look so much clearer :)
My Christmas.

Love,
ferlyn

23rd Dec 2010

2010-12-23T13:24:00.002+08:00

Have accepted a new contract to be an Associate Engineer.
And shall officially start my job next year 1st January 2011.
Finally have the status of what a diploma student should have.
At the same time earning for my part-time degree, supporting myself with a stable income :)
Never have to stress myself with jobs anymore.
First step that bring my future closer.
And hope it goes well.....

Recently..
Involve in the Company Annual Dinner and Dance Performance 2010.
Dancing "Para Para Sakura" with few other -_-"
Have really been practicing hard and hope the steps never go wrong on stage..
Para Para, was a vintage dance like about 10 year ago already.
Never thought of learning it then cus it look so difficult to me.
And now... Peng~! am ask to learn it all!
The training days..

Day 1
Can only see people dance and memorise their hand movement.
(leg movement doesn't change much)
I don't want shake can??
Can I wear mask to stage??
Can I don't dance better still!!

Day 2
Try the hand movement but my leg and hand just cannot work together.
I don't wanna dance can?? Pls~
Later last min I injure myself cannot go up stage if you guy still wanna stress me!
Gee.. embarrassing lei.

Day 3 & 4
Practicing but the same as day 2.

Day 5
Finally memorize the hand movement but leg never seem to coordinate with it.
"Richard: Haiyo~ your leg must follow the rhythm! here it go 1, 2 .3 .4"

Day 6
Dance dance dance..
"Richard & Terrance: NO NO NO.. you too fast already! haven't reach that step ferlyn!!!"

Day 7
Dance again!
"Richard, Terrance, Teng yuan, Geraldeen: FERLYN you too fast liao la! haven't haven't.. see ar see ar must 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.11.12.13.14.15.16.17 step and then 17 step. that 8 step and 8 step.."
Ehh~ like everybody know already arh?? only left me.. shy~ -_-"

Day 8
I dance and I dance, correctly liao~
"Richard: smile~ gee correct already!!
All: wah so fast learn already pro liao??"

haa~ and it still continue..
just a post to share.. cus am bored~

love,
ferlyn

Nokia N8 Consumer workshop :)

2010-12-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

I always loves N8 :)
With that super 12mega pixels camera.
And ladies luck shine on me..
I have been deployed to Nokia's N8 consumer workshop.
:) last saturday.
Photos...

Loves...
Ferlyn

2010-12-08T06:02:00.002+08:00

What am I thinking??
Have be sleeping so late recently!
When am actually already tired~
Wanna do so much things but unfulfilled..
Aimlessly wanting so much to come true :(
Just like waiting for Christmas to come!!
And yes, Christmas coming..
It gonna be a white one this year :)
Where and How should I spend my Christmas Eve?
I want Santa to appear *_^ "I dream!"
Appear in front of a big snowy Christmas tree with Snowflakes.
Holding my present..
Walking toward me, saying you are a good girl!
This for you :)) so happy lol..

and I just heard this in a song.... ehh~
For giving you every things that you dreamed.
For taking it back when I fled the scenes.
Sorry love, for wasting your time.
That the worst sentence ever!
Photo taken this week :)
Enjoy!

Loves,
Ferlyn

2nd December 2010

2010-12-03T09:50:00.005+08:00

It's kind of tempting seeing these Chanel wallets.

So classic and nicely coated in black.

Search Thur the net for Chanel wallets and these are the once that catches my attention for more than 1 minute..

Chanel still so prestige to me..

& it's December once again :)

My 22nd time in this life enjoying year end.
Like all previous years..

Instead of costly parties.

Noisy count down parties.

I would rather squeeze thru crowds and wait...
To see the new year firework!!
Those pretty night light that lighted up Singapore sky.
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ferlyn

jolin tsai 听说爱情回来过 Ting Shuo Ai Qing Hui Lai Guo

2010-11-27T02:03:00.001+08:00

enjoy :)

ferlyn

2010-11-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

:) I never owe myself way to smile.
After so long not seeing each other..
Wei Ming was finally back to Singapore.
Brought me Victoria's Secret eyeliner from US.
haha~ At least still remember my present..
:)

ferlyn

22-11-2010

2010-11-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

I hate coughing!!

It's irritating to cough!
Especially when you couldn't stop coughing..
:( cough was so bad!
.
I can't even sleep peacefully.

ferlyn

20th Nov 2010

2010-11-20T05:40:00.004+08:00

Coughing non-stop!
How can I sleep with this non-stopping cough??

Am Tired already! -_-"
Suddenly wanted to hear my voice so much when am out of voice..
Suddenly becoming so serious.. :(
I wanna cure fast!

ferlyn

overdue pics

2010-11-18T04:39:00.005+08:00

overdue Universal Studio Pictures :)

Singapore was really amazing!
With those attractions that make me feel like am away in some Europe countries.
Sentosa was changing into a "dream world" too :)
like it x10000

ferlyn.

15th Nov 2010

2010-11-15T10:29:00.004+08:00

A fresh new Monday..
It's not goanna be Bluz today..
Am tired as usual but at the same time enthusiasm serving my last few weeks in ST kinetics :)
I don't know wad will come next as everything in life have to be plan again.. :)
Who know what I wanted in life?
I don't want to be simple.
And I could only fulfill my dream on my own now..
Standing up from a crippled race not considering to continue it.
When it's impossible to finish it with confindent.
I have to start a new race..

Sometime some small little thing will just make me feel how Important some ppl are to me..
Like a sms in the morning..
"A good morning, stay happy for the day :) etc etc.."
"Aw, stay happy ok. How are you? miss you meis.."
This brighten up the rest of my day..
And affirm to me that this person care.
:) my buddy Titus and Da jie Zach never fails to make me smile..

I know who are the once that never leave me even when I reaches the lowest point of my life :)
Thank loadss...

ferlyn

2 Nov 2010

2010-11-02T14:32:00.002+08:00

I wish I wish I wish..
SUTD-MIT, will approve my application :)
Have done an 500 word essay to describe all my works and projects.
Asked Mr Kaya to write me a referee and testimonial.
Everyone love praises..
Especially touch when I read the testimonial from him.
When all my hard work was recognised by this lecturer.
He ranked me the top in the cohort.
When he appreciate what I have done thru the 3year PDI course.
Be it my smallest project "Fangozo" mini mouse.
Eco-toilet design and
Finial year project-3 men bench and stretcher holding system.
He know.. Cus I always seek for his help, in difficulties.
My skills in ProE and Inventor that I have gain thru these years.
It's really touch to know that someone know how much you have put your effort into something. :)
Thank Alot!!!
.
.
I regret scolding that "ah gua Don" to drag me down so much for my EUCD.
but now if I ever see him.....................
............again.....
I'll still shout "Ah Gua" but inside :)
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.
.
.
Now...
I care so much of my own future!!
My achievements and dreams.
.
.
Love,
ferlyn

child = ferlyn

2010-10-27T15:26:00.003+08:00

What past have make me today :)

I have once given a child a hope and a vision of future.

The child only dependant was me.

Closest kin and the person she trusted most in life.

I teaches her to be independent even without me.

I promised the world for her and left her standing alone for months.

She waited for me to fulfil her dreams.

A dream which I have call it "ours".

I changed, giving her the cruel me when I have more commitment in life than only her.

She still stubbornly cried, cure and return to me.

I never trusted this child when she still tears for me.
Never had bother of what she think.

Never know that how blissful is it to have somebody crying and get angry because of me.

She left crying and hurtled times.
I have always think that time will see.

When I have been waiting for the future and forget now..

She never want to see the future anymore with me.

Just a post.
:)
child,
ferlyn

23th Oct 2010

2010-10-24T00:30:00.003+08:00

My Baby Pooh

Baby Pooh: Mummy are you tired?? want pillow??
baby help you take already.

Baby Pooh: Mummy here you go..
Ferlyn: Thank baby muack <3>
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Baby Pooh: Let go sleep together, baby tired already -_* yawn
go go go~
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.Ferlyn: Give you one more kiss before I go sleep baby :)
Baby Pooh: Mummy I love you!
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A post for fun :) love my cutest Winnie!
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love,
ferlyn

18th Oct 2010

2010-10-20T01:18:00.003+08:00

Am tired..
I really shouldn't stress myself so much.
It doesn't matter on what I want in the future,
but I really should care more on what I should do now to make myself happy.

Update of some recent photos.
Abit too much of myself.
Enjoy :)

:)

Loves,

ferlyn

18th Oct 2010

2010-10-18T10:55:00.003+08:00

STUPID stupid sTupiD!!

"You might be one person to the world, but you are the world to me."
Sweet right..
Saw Hanming's love letter. So review a small part to share.
I read this somehow alike sentence in my previous year birthday card too..
It stated: "You doesn't know, my world have turn just for you. That how special you're to me."
Everyone loves these sentences, especially from your loves once.
So happy Hanming :)
.

Recall but what if.......
I have hear this from a person : "The world doesn't turn only for you, time will not stop for the sake of you" sadden...
:) Imagine this..
What anyone wanted to hear turn out to be ugly.
.

Ya, the world doesn't turn only for me. (I know that all along)
But I have hope that your world would somehow.
But I failed.
The time don't stop for the sake of me. (of course, am not dumb)
But at least I hope that our time could just stop awhile to look clearly at each other once.
Cus I have already stopped my time.
Does time matter more than love?
.
This is specially for that stupid Han!!
Don't ever compare **with a non living thing anymore.
.
.
And lastly, Edward Tay I miss you :)
.
.
lovess,
ferlyn Tay

15th oct 2010

2010-10-15T14:58:00.004+08:00

I don't know,
How to speak.
How to write.
How to draw.

That Why it turn out so ugly..
Let learn,
learning to give up, to let go and to go on.
Don't only get affected after you lost it.
This dumb blog was always here but you never care to notice.
Now stop reading it and go on with life.
Time[S] were there for you to treasure again and again.
Learn our mistakes.

I have stop requesting.
Cus I don't want anything else anymore.
Am afraid to ask for anything anymore.
Forget it, forget us..
No faults, no blames.
Time heal...

ferlyn

14th oct 2010

2010-10-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

~ Working..
iis either you choose to work with the nicest people on earth :)
But with a minium pay.
Or choose to earn the higher amount :)
But in the stressful environment with no warm.

I'm doing both!
But I lost my own time..

ferlyn